Monthly Archives: February 2013

Spoiler Alert

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In my quest to identify this year, I’ve come to a conclusion in one area of my life I wasn’t really looking to.

Sometimes I care too much about fitting in. Still. At 31 years old when I thought I was free of a lot of that adolescent mindset, I found it was very much a dominant part of my thoughts the past couple of weeks.

The catalyst for my discovery is a little show you may have heard of called Downton Abbey.

I first heard of it on Twitter over a year ago and shortly thereafter discovered that the first season was on Netflix, so I watched the first few episodes. I found them entertaining, enjoyed the depth of the plot and characters, cringed at the moral issues, and appreciated the obvious effort that has gone into making it a realistic and thought-provoking historical show.

But then life got busy and I quickly learned that season one was the only one I’d have access to for quite some time, so I let it go. This is a decision that I had to make about many shows when we let go of DVR because we cancelled our cable. I moved past the drama and characters, and glossed over the ever-growing number of Facebook statuses that chirped about Downton on my news feed.

But then 80% of my Sunday news feeds each week included Downton Abbey references.

“That’s nice” I thought for a while. “A break from sports posts.”

Then online conversations about this show were going on all week long. Meanwhile, I wasn’t a part of any of them, and like any mature adult, I tried figuring out how I could get into the show, too.

At this point, I want to make sure that everyone understands I am not in any way condemning the growing population of the world who is watching this show. Not one of my online or real life friends has done anything wrong by talking about Downton or their love for it. I believe it’s a good thing to find a common interest such as a TV show to build camaraderie.

No, I’m the one at fault in this situation. I didn’t see what I was doing at first when I actually spent thirty minutes one night searching online for ways to catch up on the show without having to buy it. I didn’t think I was crazy when I considered purchasing an Amazon Prime account so I could watch the rest of the episodes. Granted, I’ve already been considering it for other reasons, but as of right now I can’t justify it as a great enough benefit for our family.

The whole time I plotted, I felt an uncomfortable twinge deep within me. I didn’t know why, but I knew enough from past mistakes to take a few days to pray about it. I felt silly asking God whether or not He was okay with me getting an Amazon Prime account, but I did it – all while listing all of the other possible benefits to make me feel better.

And along came yesterday – season 3 finale day. I knew it because I read it at least five times on Facebook. I prayed again for God to make it clear what I should do about Amazon Prime. (This sounds pathetic, I know, but I’m just being real here.)

Then along came the spoilers.

One right after the other. Who died?!? What!?!

In the 2 minutes it took for me to read who died and how, I went from having that annoyed feeling one gets when she reads the spoiler without getting the warning that it is coming to the sick realization that the main motivation behind wanting to watch this show was so I could fit in with the rest of the world. And I’m not okay with that.

The sick twinge I’ve felt for quite some time now regarding this show was annoying. I didn’t understand it at all, but now I do. God was speaking to me, letting me know that while some things are not wrong to participate in, not everything is necessary. Sound familiar?

“Everything is permissible”–but not everything is beneficial. ‘Everything is permissible’–but not everything is constructive.” 1 Corinthians 10:23

So now I can save some money and many hours of time because why would I want to watch a love story unfold when I already know it will end tragically in the season 3 finale? I never have liked sad endings anyway.

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In Case You Didn’t Know…

Our house has been blessed with a princess.

ToriEAMy precious little girl and newest gift from God was born January 20th.

In the past 3 weeks, my hands have been full, but not as full as my heart is. God has special plans for her just as He does for each of us, and I’m in awe of how He begins that plan from the moment of conception.

I can’t begin to put into words all of the lessons I learned from her throughout my pregnancy. Now that she’s here, I’m grateful for the fresh perspective she gives me.

All of the things that seemed important to accomplish on my to-do list immediately became irrelevant. I’ve been soaking up the opportunity to sit on the couch and snuggle her before she’s too big to object. I’ve cherished the opportunity to be a captive audience to my son while he plays and imagines. I’ve grown to appreciate my husband’s willingness to serve me by taking on tasks I usually refuse to let him do.

I’ve actually taken naps. This is something I’ve never done unless I’m sick.

Winters are not generally pleasant for me with all of the germs and unpredictable weather, but God gave us a sweet little bright spot right in the middle of my least favorite time of year. He’s insisted that all of us embrace this season He created for rest after a year full of all kinds of highs and lows.

Having said that, I’m sure it makes sense why my posts are minimal right now. I have a beautiful family to cherish. The words in my heart and head are few while I quietly wonder at how richly I’ve been blessed.

If you’re new to this site, thanks so much for stopping by! I would love to have you as a part of this humble little community of women who want to find the exceptional power of God in our otherwise average lives. If you would like to receive updates when I add new posts, you can like my Facebook page, subscribe to my RSS feed, or receive new posts by email. You can also find all of these options easily by going to my home page and clicking on the appropriate icon located in the right side bar.